words from a rum filled mouth

so i have to stipulate that at this moment and time i am very well under the influence of rum..good rum not angry rum.

let's see school is over till oct. and i got awesome grades..which were..well awesome! haha

got broken up with and yea can't get her out of my mind, so i'm being a jerk..i figure if she totally hates me then she won't bother and if she don't bother then i won't feel like trying again.

i keep watching stories about good relationships, where the hell is mine?

i met this one girl i should have met years later and now it just feels like this upset stomach that i can't get rid of...and i think she knows this.

oh panda.

i will write more when i can look at the computer screen right;]

<3panda.