This goes out to you rad bitch.

Today I feel like drowning.

your hair. black, blond, white.

the smell works paths through the space between our lips.

each breath fills up a few more hours to which we counted anniversaries.

it comes and goes, back and forth.

1, 2...no more. so now i'm confused..what to do.

do you? are you? what are you? should i stay?

if i go, will you remember me? is it relevant? do you care? i care.

you don't care.

i play the way you looked, in my head. you are celluloid in motion.

that perfect movie siren, striped from head to toe with accurate lighting.

and every angle made your face glow with emotion.

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

<3

The cause of happyness

she walked tall with bright eyes.

she was what i wanted.


but she didn't want me.


so i sat back and heard her voice on the receiver.

i cried into my pillow and she felt a calmness run over her.

i can wait. i will wait. how long?