It's all perspectives

why does it take a bottle of whiskey to figure out what's good for you is right in front of your face?

consequently i've noticed that all my best ideas and perspectives come when im at the height of pure intoxication. No wonder the best writers in the world were drug addicts or drunks.

the only problem is that its easy to get distracted and ideas that seem so perfect at that distinct moment in the morning don't look as pretty.

i find myself whirling down this odd rabbit hole where i can't quite figure if the way im feeling (yes over a person) is the best for me. is it that they aren't ready? am i not ready? who knows, but its certainly turning into a bigger deal than it should be.

its 10:30 am or so, im terribly hungover, i spent a lot of money i don't have last night, i really hope pay checks come today.

in other news:

- finals are almost done. spring break here i come.

- i made another video for a party here in town! peep diss:



- i really really really really like a girl...who lives in Portland for once! haha shockerrrrrr

that is all.

<3pandabear.